My husband loves my chili. Spit
hugs the corners of his mouth when he walks through the door. He smells the
beans and deer meat he killed swirling together in the pot. Even if I already
shook in the spices, he always throws in a few more pinches of Cayenne pepper.
The heat causes my nose to wrinkle. I don’t like my food to take off layers of
taste buds, but I’ve learned to chase each spoonful with milk even after I add
cheese and fritos to my portion. This routine defines my chili experience.
My father’s
philosophy on chili still remains, “If I’m not sweating, I’m not happy.” It’s a
wonder he has any taste sensation left. I married a male with the same values. Back
when we first were dating, chili time became discussion time between the two.
During this time, Gary would sometimes get up and reach into the fridge or
spice cabinet if my dad asked him to grab something. Then he would go back to
his chosen chair and continue with whatever topic they were discussing at that
point. Considering the chili contained meat from my father’s hunting trips, it
was usually about hunting. There was no point in watching my father’s methods
while he cooked because it changed every time. I still did anyway. I don’t hunt
so I didn’t have much to add to the conversation. It was just nice watching my
dad and future husband talk while in the kitchen together. Even though every
time I make the chili my nose wrinkles, my heart melts like the spice into the
pot.
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